Soooo... I seem to have a bit of time on my hands this evening and my life consists of nothing at the moment here in "omaha" so i've chosen to take these few minutes and update my nearly-deceased XXXANGAWEBSITE.

with no offense intended, i will firstly say that hardly any of you knows whats going on this kids life right now... mostly due to the fact that i make almost no effort anymore keep up with everyone i really like. i really like all of you, but unfortunatley i only randomly run into a few friends a month, sparing only a quick "hello" to eachother. i really hate how i've fallen away and out of touch with so many people, but there wasn't much i could do about it, because it wasn't up to me. God's been preparing me for a very pivitol step, and completely different path in my life. a path that i am very happy to be following currently. this is in other words to say that i have left omaha... and nebraska for that matter. last thursday, me and alicia packed our midnight blue saturn to the brim and took off down I-80 on a seventeen-hundred mile journey to the pacific northwest. this was kind of crappy of me to let a lot of people know like this, but it was the best i could do. we're currently staying in seattle with some friends but we may possibly move to portland instead. although i have to tell you the latter isn't looking likely. i have my old phone number still for anyone who wants to call me up, I'D freaking love you for it. if you want to leave me your number here too i will absolutely call you and keep in touch.

this post was kind of just fill anybody in who cared to look. check back in a few days for an actual post of what's really going on with me. love you kids lots.

love.jase

Currently Listening Son, I Loved You at Your Darkest By As Cities Burn see related

My Lady in Waiting... I will see tomorrow and oh what adventures we will have.

All of  life will slow down and our day together will last forever.

We will laugh and run and smile and swing the day away.

I'll hold you and you will know you are beautiful.

So so blessed am I to share this with you.

Thank you Lord forever for her.

I'm very happy.

Go Jesus!

love.jase

p.s. umm there is a much more in depth post on its way... promise.

Currently Playing Catch for Us the Foxes By Mewithoutyou see related

My eyes are open wide tonight. God is working wonders in my very heart and I've never been so excited for my future. In fact, in more recent months, I've been a little scared of it. Doubts and questions often ruled how I lived, and I was not sure of what I was to become and, more so, afraid that I wouldn't become or do anything special at all. Now I live with boldness and faith everyday, knowing once again that God has a plan and He will do wonders through me. For far too long I've concerned myself with the things of this planet, and have consequently forgotten that there is so much more to this life then how many shows I go to, or what to wear to Pit on Monday, or why i didn't get any comments on friggin Myspace today. "Everything we own, will pass away."

So from now on, heck yeah if I'm in a band it will be for Jesus. If i go to school, if I move away, if I stay here forever, get married, stay single... I stay in his name, because i know no greater glory than the love of The Alimighty. "So strike me deep and true...

I will live and die,

both unto You."

love.jase

Currently Playing Identity Crisis By Thrice see related

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Birthday is one month away.

love.jase

Currently Playing Destination: Beautiful By Mae see related

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I was kind of in a band for about a week and half. They broke up last night without me. They were sweet too, it sort of sux, but I'm pretty sure there is something else out there for me now. Everything I've done with music so far has just been a learning experience and I know God is preparing me for something huge!

I saved my Old roomate from homelessness... she owes me huge! it felt awesome though.

So up the street from me is a Bag n Save. YESTERDAY the security guard who works in the office at the front of the building got into a fight with his girlfriend during his shift. Apparently the argument caused quite a commotion and threatened the guards job. the girlfriend was asked to leave by several people and she stormed out of the building screaming.

half an hour later.....

A red sedan screams across the parking lot at 50 miles an hour breaking through the retaining block wall of the drive-up loading zone, just outside the security office. The girlfriend, who in an attempt to apperently murder her boyfriend with her automobile, is now in the hospital completely paralyzed, with a wrecked car and possibly facing civil/criminal charges.

i drove by the aftermath of this scene yesterday afternoon.

THREE days ago, i drove by a neighborhood in lincoln, barricaded with caution tape in the normal fashion of a crime scene. The location of the crime: the white house on the corner, playing home to a mother, father and young child. Something terrible in the father escaped that night as he held his family hostage through the evening, before finally shoot his wife and turning the gun on himself in front of their child, leaving him alone.

i truly pray for mankind

sorry to end on a bad note.

love.jase

Currently Playing Pass the Flask By The Bled see related